Why must I forever be alone

Why?

Why must I forever be alone?
Why can't I find love that lasts?

Am I not deserving of love?
Of a feeling that numbs all pain?
Of an emotion that cannot be spoken?
Of a completeness like none other?

Have I not searched for love?
For the eternal warmth of a fire?
For the soft embrace of a woman?
For the last piece that completes my puzzle?

Why must I forever be alone?
Why can't I find love that lasts